Sunday, 30 December 2012

Peaceful Sigh!

Well, the end of the world didn't happen - thankfully. I still have far too much fabric to chop up and sew back together before before I'm ready for the end of the world.

Christmas has been and gone and I did manage to spend some short but precious time with some of my family which was lovely. I didn't take many photos either but I do have a couple on my phone which I'll scrap and post later.

Today though I've had to take a poorly girl under my wing - no pun intended. She is one of the farm chickens and has been attacked by one of the farm dogs. They have taken nearly every feather off her back and she looks really sore. I have her in a basket of straw in my dog's old cage along with food and water. The owners are away on holiday still. I suspect that one of the young cockerels has met an untimely demise as well. Loads of feathers all over the place and no cockerel to be found anywhere.

She was very stressed and cold when Ian found her lying on her back, but she seems a bit warmer now and her breathing is slower. she's even eaten a bit so we'll see how she is in the morning. I may yet take her to the vets. Ironic really as her owner is a vet.

Here's a picture of the poorly girl. I'll keep you posted on her progress. She's going to need a wooly jumper to keep her warm.

 
I am looking forward to 2013 as I have a few plans that I want to get off the ground.
 
See you all on the other side. Ciao for now xx

Thursday, 20 December 2012

Winter Solstice Eve or the End of the World Eve

Well, today is the 20th December 2012, the day before the shortest day and according to Mayan prophecies the end of the world/cycle. What that end is I have no idea and neither does anybody else I don’t think. But it would be nice to think that this could be the end of greed, wars, animal cruelty, the raping of our planet and business without morals. We can but hope.
On a lighter note I am looking forward to the return of the light. Lighter days and hopefully a lighter frame of mind. For myself, I wish to work on finding inner peace and a way to move house more quickly and compactly. I think we’ll be moving again sometime in the New Year. This place isn’t for us.
I don’t have any particular festive pictures to share with you at the moment but maybe in the New Year I will as for the first time since I’ve known Ian he has 5 days off over Christmas. He’s never before had even Christmas day off let alone a whole five days. Soooooooo we are going to see family, not everybody unfortunately but I will get to see all the grandchildren and be there when two of them wake up on Christmas morning. Now that’s got to be better than spending Christmas Day on my own like I did last year.
I have done a few more digital scrap pages so I will share those with you instead.

Taylorweb
This is Taylor, my eldest grandson, and was taken at the park in Portpatrick, in south west Scotland. It was taken last October 2011. I don’t have many natural looking pictures of Taylor but these are very natural looking. I wasn’t too creative with this page as I wanted to keep it simple and fun.
I did the picture below as an Oscraps Challenge to focus on the words. We weren’t allowed to use any premade word art items. I found a nice poem about swans on the internet by a gent called Ian Barker. It fit the bill perfectly.
Swansweb(c)
These are the two swans that reside on the Old Mill Pond here at the farm.
Anyway folks, that’s me done for today so love, light and blessings and I'll catch you all again soon. x

Wednesday, 12 December 2012

My Thoughts on 2012

I don’t think the world is going to end anytime soon at least not in the way that most people think but I do think things have got to change. This picture sums it up though.

2012

Blue Hydrangeas

Occasionally I like to take part in the Oscraps monthly challenge. I find it stretches my creativity quite a bit and it’s also interesting to see just how different all the other uploaded images are from each other given that we’re all given the same design brief.

This month we were given a layered template to play with. I used it pretty much as it was but I could have done anything I wanted with those layers. Here is my attempt.

blue hydrangeasweb

I took the pictures of the hydrangeas in a garden centre on my iPhone. I love hydrangeas especially when they are starting to die off. The colours in the flower heads are just gorgeous. These aren’t dying but they were both on the same plant. The pale blue being the newest flower.

And……. I found the lovely poem on the above picture on the internet. It’s by Gillian Clarke. I hope she doesn’t mind me using it.

I have a few pictures of a gorgeous pink one too so maybe I need to scrap those as well.

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

Mollie

Just a quick post so as not to bore you all.

mollie-artsyweb

Here’s a digiscrap of the littlest granddaughter Mollie Joy Elora. She’s a real little cutie pie with proper red hair and red rosy cheeks – not that you can tell from this picture.

Bobby

My mom and stepdad had a collie dog called Bobby. He was a rescue dog really. He came in for a drink of water and never went to his former home again. He was a very faithful dog and my mom and stepdad idolised him as did I. He would always sleep on the bed with me when I stayed over.
Unfortunately he became ill very quickly and had to be put to sleep. Although it has been a few years now since he left us never a day goes by where he isn’t thought about. My mom especially, really misses him.
They have a new dog now, Friday, a brown and white Dalmatian who is a lovely dog too and is loved very much as well but I know bobby still holds a huge chunk in their hearts.
I only have one photo of Bob so I decided to do this as a digital scrap for them for Christmas. I hope they like it.
Bobby3web

Where has this year gone?

I can’t believe this year is nearly over. I can’t believe just how fast the hours, days, weeks and months fly by and I don’t seem to feel as if I’ve achieved anything apart from learning how to pack boxes and move very quickly.

I’m trying to remain positive but I’m finding it very hard. We moved to a farm that is very isolated and there are days when I don’t see another living soul except my dog and husband. And whilst the area is very pretty it’s also very lonely. I miss not having neighbours to chat with and I miss the beach where we were before. I miss not being able to just pop and see friends and family. AND I know what you’re all thinking – get out and make friends - which is good advice, but it does take time to find quilt or craft groups or a group I want to join and then when I’ve joined and made a few friends the other half gets disgruntled with his job and wants to leave.

There don’t seem to be very many jobs about up here but I keep looking. I actually feel as if my life has no real purpose at the moment. I’m not needed by anyone on a daily basis and I just feel redundant. I know I am going to have to try and alter the way I think about my life otherwise I could quite easily slip into a dark depression and I’m not that way inclined and refuse to walk that path.

The house we have moved into is also so cold it’s unreal. This doesn’t help my Raynaud's disease at all. I’ll have to get creative in my efforts to stay warm.

BUT to top it all, the husband has already said he wants to move on as he doesn’t like it here. I’ll be honest, farmers are a funny breed. Full of bullshit and lies but I really don’t think I can keep this moving lark up for much longer, in fact I have had enough. I really don’t think my OH knows just how much this moving around affects me. I really want to put down roots and call one place home. I’m actually not sure he really cares what effect it has on me but we’ll see.

After Christmas I am going to get some rescue chickens, at least I’ll have those to look after daily. A far cry from being an Adult and Further Education teacher that I was when I first met Ian eight years ago. I feel as if I’ve been dumbed down. Whether this is intentionally or not I don’t know. One thing is for sure 2013 will be very different even if it means I have to go it alone.

woman

I’m not trying to be depressing here I’m just trying to make sense of how I feel right now and see if I can turn my life around and stay positive in a world that feels like it’s falling apart.

Teabag over and out.

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